Well, I'm now working two jobs. I got a job working at a hotel here in town. It is absolutely gorgeous inside. My friend was able to help me get a job there. I hope I can work full time in a month or so. I know it's not much money now but that can change. Thinking positive and working my way through, I can make anything happen if I put my mind to it.
To completely change the subject, I must admit I have a crush. This isn't a simple crush but one that is entitled to be discussed. He is... so much more than the eye beholds. He can share the most intriguing information while still being there for me more than any other friend. I love my friends so much. They are so special to me. This is what friends do, you give your friends support when they need it. It is a continuous circle in which we live. I don't expect anything from him but support for me and the decisions I must make over the coming months. Finding yourself is much harder than it seems. Being able figure out who you are and mold yourself into someone that you can love and appreciate will cause you great joy and happiness. As I have said over the past week, I have been so much happier that I've been in a very long time. Confessing my feelings to my friends was easier than I thought. But I can't expect everyone to be as understanding as my closest friends. I have to give people time and know they will not be able to come around as easily as everyone else.