I'm at Home

Okay, so I'm at home in Conway. I'm having the time of my life for the next 5 days because I'm on Thanksgiving Holiday. It's absolutely wonderful. I've missed my friends so much... it's driven me crazy. LITERALLY. I've got to see the doc to be treated for Depression. I have to admit the hardest thing was when my mother told me that she wasn't going to accept me anymore. I just wanted to die. I can't believe she doesn't want to admit that she has a gay son. I suppose she has the right to feel the way she wants but then again I feel she should accept me for me and be happy that I am happy. But instead she chooses to believe that I choose to be gay; that I choose to have people belittle me and think of me as less of a man.