Alan

I went home over Spring Break and saw an old friend of mine. Alan and I have known one another since we were in Middle School together; he in 6th and me in 7th. I have never been able to connect with someone before in my life. He is so wonderful. I get caught looking at his picture on my phone, his picture on my computer, he makes me smile and forget about all the problamatic situations I have in the world. We click, not like two guys looking to find someone that MIGHT be compatable, but two guys trying to better their lives and be happy with finding someone they can truly care about and possibly love. I have found this and am so happy. The only crappy thing is he can't transfer to Fayetteville and I can't transfer to Conway. We are so close in finishing our degree's that we can't change schools. Who knew happiness could feel this good! It's all I can think about; holding him, talking to him, kissing him... of course we can't forget his eyes that I enjoy getting lost in. The only thing I'm worried about is the fact that I've connected to him so quickly. I really like him and don't want to screw it up. This is the first relationship I've had with someone I've known for a LONG time! The funny thing is Alan had a crush on me in Jr. High and High School and aparently he STILL does. And now I have a crush on him. It seems too good to be true. I sure this lasts cause I've fallen hard for him and I've never fallen like this before for ANYONE.