2 Weeks

I gave my 2 weeks notice yesterday for the bank. I can't afford time wise to give all that I can at school, work 18 hours a week, and still get my degree finished while getting ready for my senior recital. So basically this was a decision that I wasn't sure I wanted to do. I mean this is the second time that I've left the bank and I'm not sure that they will allow me to come back. If they don't I know there are other banks that will want me with my experience.
Last night Jessica got pissed off at me when I was joking with her. I'm not going to say I'm sorry because I was only kidding. Instead of her walking off she needs to actually tell me what bothered her so that I don't do it anymore. I don't know what I'm going to do...
I'm working at the Fayetteville East branch and everyone I'm sure is really sick of me. All I ever do is do my job. Everyone else does too but they don't really pay that much attention to me. It's like I'm the "new" but "old guy" and I don't fit in so why bother getting to know me. I've tried to start conversations but they ignore me. I guess I'm happy about leaving the bank. I don't see myself working here for the rest of my life anyway. I think I would be happy being a CSR but that's the bank's decision; not mine.
There have been times in my life where all I've wanted to to do is talk to my grandmother again and ask her opinion. I should have gotten to know her better but I didn't. I need to go over and see my grandfather and now that I'm not going to be working, I can actually go over and stay for the weekend. I'm really happy about that. I know he will be too. I really miss talking to him. I miss listening to him talk about the war, Mamaw, and other things. He's just as smart as Mamaw and misses her deeply. I hope I've still got enough time to get to know him better than I do. I was always a Mamaw's boy.
I realized over the course of the last couple of weeks that I've really gained weight. So since I'm not going to be in school, I'm going to do something about it. I'm really tired of feeling like I do. I've always said I was going to do something about it and DAMN IT I AM! This is a time to better myself and make me happy for a change. I've always been there for everyone else, trying to make everyone elses life a little easier. Now it's my turn. I'm going to be doing the D.P.E. stuff in Eureka Springs, singing at church, and getting ready for my recital. If that's not enough to keep me busy I don't know what is!