I just got back from Dallas with friends of mine. The Dallas Symphony performed Carmina Burana. It was fantastic. The music is so moving it is difficult for me to explain. I believe the best way to experience something is to be there when it happens. Only then will you have an understanding of what it's feels like. I have to admit I am a little scatterbrained. It's hard for me to focus on my thoughts right now. There are so many things I would like to say, but can't quite figure out how to describe my feelings. I wish someone could help me. But there isn't much anyone can do.
A friend of mine died in a car accident a week ago. She and I have been friends since we were in first grade. Her vehicle flipped 6 or 7 times witnesses said. It's been so hard. I've chosen not to talk about it much. Every time I think about it, I get really depressed. I hope some day someone can explain to me why things have to happen to good people. Her funeral was beautiful. She looked like she was sleeping. I'll miss you Lizzy. xxxoooxxxooo