Pensées Simples

Là vient un point dans ma vie où je juste ne peux pas manipuler la vie. Alors il y a d'autres fois où il est tout que je peux faire pour continuer. Je veux un mari. Quelqu'un qui m'aimera. J'ai rencontré quelqu'un. Son nom est Clint. Il est un homme très gentil. Il vit dans peu de roche et a 2 fils. Ils ont 15 et 17 ans. Je me demande ce qu'ils penseront à moi si nous commencions à dater... Les fils ne savent pas que leur père est gai.

Symphony Concert Tonight

Tonight is my symphony concert. We are playing Glinka, Brahms, and Hayden's 103 Symphony. It should be a great performance. I hope everyone who reads this is doing well. I need all the thoughts you can bare. I'm getting depressed and discouraged about many things. Maybe tomorrow will be better.

WOWSERS

Okay, so Alan and I are no longer together. We've not been together for about 2 weeks. I guess things are better. I know I'm happier. Talia and I are still living together and I couldn't be happier about that either! Talia got a dog. Bailey; she's part blue heeler and part beagle. She's SO adorable! I'd like to have another one just like her but don't want to have to give another 300 for a pet deposit! This shit's expensive but I'm such a bog whore I'd probably do it anyways. School is going pretty well. My piano player for my recital KICKS BUTT! I have never seen ANYONE play as good as he does. He REALLY knows what he's doing on the piano. I wish I had half his talent. I could really play Piano then! I was thinking about moving with my neighbors to San Francisco and finding a teaching job there, but I think I might stay up here and try to start a string program up here. This area is growing SO MUCH they need to accommodate to that group of people. Well, it's REALLY late. I need to get to bed. I promise I'll write more for the people who are reading... if there are any. :o)