Tonight I saw my friend Courtney for the first time in over 2 years. She got married and had a baby girl. I've missed her so much. She had ment so much to me over these years. She never calls, never has contacted me when I've gone through so much with my grandmothers death. I feel abandoned. There is so much I'd like to say, but the feelings in my head are spinning so much, I can't complete any thought. I would love to be able to tell her how much I've missed her and how I think it's ridiculous that her husband won't let her have any male friends. She moved to Mississippi back to where her family lives. I miss her so much.